“If hearts could shatter, mine just did.” ― Abbi Glines.
“6 months, 2 weeks, 4 days,
and I still don’t know which month it was then
or what day it is now.
Blurred out lines
from hangovers
to coffee
Another vagabond
lost to love.
4am alone and on my way.
These are my finest moments.
I scrub my skin
to rid me from
you
and I still don’t know why I cried.
It was just something in the way you took my heart and rearranged my insides and I couldn’t recognise the emptiness you left me with when you were done. Maybe you thought my insides would fit better this way, look better this way, to you and us and all the rest.
But then you must have changed your mind
or made a wrong
because why did you
leave?
6 months, 2 weeks, 4 days,
and I still don’t know which month it was then
or what day it is now.
I replace cafés with crowded bars and empty roads with broken bottles
and this town is healing me slowly but still not slow or fast enough because there’s no right way to do this.
There is no right way to do this.
There is no right way to do this.”
― Charlotte Eriksson
source: :)
and I still don’t know which month it was then
or what day it is now.
Blurred out lines
from hangovers
to coffee
Another vagabond
lost to love.
4am alone and on my way.
These are my finest moments.
I scrub my skin
to rid me from
you
and I still don’t know why I cried.
It was just something in the way you took my heart and rearranged my insides and I couldn’t recognise the emptiness you left me with when you were done. Maybe you thought my insides would fit better this way, look better this way, to you and us and all the rest.
But then you must have changed your mind
or made a wrong
because why did you
leave?
6 months, 2 weeks, 4 days,
and I still don’t know which month it was then
or what day it is now.
I replace cafés with crowded bars and empty roads with broken bottles
and this town is healing me slowly but still not slow or fast enough because there’s no right way to do this.
There is no right way to do this.
There is no right way to do this.”
― Charlotte Eriksson
source: :)
Hellooo, everyoneee.
Dalam rangka menikmati ke-selo-an yang semakin sulit dijumpai, aku iseng-iseng buka folder foto-foto lama. Reaksi yang ditimbulkan ternyata macem-macem banget. Ada yang bikin pengen nangis terharu, ada yang bikin ngakak, yaah banyak dan random lah pokoknya huehe._.
Truuus, aku menyadari satu hal. Kan banyak tuh ya yang bilang, photographs capture a moment that's gone forever, nah menurutku ada benernya juga. Foto-foto itu ga akan berubah, meskipun orang-orang di dalemnya udah berubah jauh.
Perubahan. Intinya itu sih. Perubahan itu biasa kan ya? Dan belakangan ini aku bener-bener ngerasain banyak perubahan, sampe kayaknya duniaku ikut berubah. Kalo ngeliat yang foto-foto lama kayak tadi jadi berasa asing banget, tapi juga kangen. Banyaaakk banget yang berubah. It may sounds "alay", tapi kadang kepikiran juga sih, kudu piye menyikapinya. Kalo kata orang sih, hidup itu jalan terus, jadi nikmatin aja setiap prosesnya dengan pikiran yang positif. Hmm, semoga bener yah;)
Dalam rangka menikmati ke-selo-an yang semakin sulit dijumpai, aku iseng-iseng buka folder foto-foto lama. Reaksi yang ditimbulkan ternyata macem-macem banget. Ada yang bikin pengen nangis terharu, ada yang bikin ngakak, yaah banyak dan random lah pokoknya huehe._.
Truuus, aku menyadari satu hal. Kan banyak tuh ya yang bilang, photographs capture a moment that's gone forever, nah menurutku ada benernya juga. Foto-foto itu ga akan berubah, meskipun orang-orang di dalemnya udah berubah jauh.
Perubahan. Intinya itu sih. Perubahan itu biasa kan ya? Dan belakangan ini aku bener-bener ngerasain banyak perubahan, sampe kayaknya duniaku ikut berubah. Kalo ngeliat yang foto-foto lama kayak tadi jadi berasa asing banget, tapi juga kangen. Banyaaakk banget yang berubah. It may sounds "alay", tapi kadang kepikiran juga sih, kudu piye menyikapinya. Kalo kata orang sih, hidup itu jalan terus, jadi nikmatin aja setiap prosesnya dengan pikiran yang positif. Hmm, semoga bener yah;)
Oktober, 2012
Oktober, 2013
See? Dalam setaun aja udah banyak yang berubah. Haha:')
And I think the biggest difference is: my smile. 2013 was full of pain and I had to deal with it.
"...Layaknya bangunan di belakangku yang kokoh dan tak lapuk dimakan usia, aku berdiri tegak. Yakinilah aku telah mengerti arti kekuatan yang sesungguhnya."
